Friday, 30 July 2010

New Born Kittens Part II...


And this chunky bruiser is named Trigger. So now we have three cats in the house, The Three Tees! Twiglet, Trigger and Twirl. Twiglet seems to be okay with the babies, she took one little swipe at them yesterday but I think she was trying to play. That's just Twigs all over, she loves to play and always bats things about with her paws, so I'm not stressing about it at all.

New Born Kittens Part I...



My girlfriend is a vet nurse and she brought home two of the cutest things ever, new born kittens! This is the girl and we named her Twirl.

Thursday, 29 July 2010

All Gone...

Last night I lost the final dollars that I still had on my PokerStars account.

It's a real shame, I felt I was playing well but a good run can't last forever. The hand where I busted felt standard, I had double suited Aces, I got it in preflop against KKJT with one suit, his suit made a flush. I was only playing 80BB so getting it all-in seems logical. Not much to moan about there.

I was playing with all of the cash in my account on one table, which isn't the best of ideas, but it's not like that was my entire bankroll so I'm not massively annoyed.

Yesterday I booked a week off of work during which time I'm going to make as many trips to The Vic as I can to play £1/£1 cash games, I might venture to the odd £1/£2 game or even the £1/£2 PLO game if it gets going. I think my bankroll can support me short stacking a £1/£2 PLO game now, and I feel live PLO is where I have my biggest edge. Until my break from work, I think I'm going to have a break from playing online, I might try to make the odd trip to The Vic though. Hopefully starting tomorrow.

I miss playing live and find it very enjoyable. Hopefully when I do go tomorrow I'll have a nice winning session to continue this good month, and continue building my bankroll, slowly but surely!

Wednesday, 28 July 2010

The Dream Has Ended...

So after eight days of grinding (kind of) on the cash tables, I turned my $100 into over $6,200. Then last night I planned to continue that build up, but I had one horrific session, cold decks, outdraws and bad beats galore. I ended up dropping over $1,700 over various limits leaving me feeling shellshocked and angry. My PokerStars balance no longer looking glorious at $6,200, instead looked weak and feeble at just $4,500.

Today I decided to do the sensible thing, I withdrew roughly $3,100 (£2,000) and left the rest in there. I've already lost a further $500 of the remaining money when my top set and a nut flush draw couldn't beat my opponents second nut straight.

But still, I feel pleased with myself.

I have taken a $100 (£65) deposit, and I now have $3,100 (£2,000) of real money in my bank account, furthermore, I still have money online to play with. So while the dream has ended for now and I won't be spinning my $100 into the $20,000 I need to quit my job. There is still a very real chance that I can build the remaining money up again and I hope in one weeks time I will be posting up here how I withdrew another $3,000 that I can add to my growing bankroll.

I didn't withdraw at the high point of my account, but at least I banked something. And a very significant amount of money it is. Let's just hope everything continues to go according to plan.

Other Random Musings
I'm sick of work at the moment, I feel overworked and underpaid. I think that feel has been enhanced by a great week of poker making me want to pack it all in right now. One of my colleagues recently handed in my notice and I can't wait to follow him.

I think it's terrible that Sol Campbell has gone to Newcastle, he really added a maturity and presence that Arsenal can seriously lack at times. I will miss him in our squad.

Here is a funny video I saw on YouTube. The scene with Dennis Hopper and Christopher Walken calling each other "eggplants" and "cantaloupes" is from True Romance. It is known as The Sicilian Scene and it's awesome, as long as you don't mind the use of the word nigger which Tarantino does love to use.




I've started posting on the Gutshot Forums again, the hand analysis helps me but I've got to be careful not to get too close into the poker circle again.

Oh and finally, I really need to make the time to get back down to The Vic. Live cash games is where I feel my biggest edge is and where I think I can make the most money. Not capitalising on that edge (especially when I'm trying to build a bankroll) is crazy. I must make more of an effort.

Sunday, 25 July 2010

Great Week...

WARNING: This is a brag entry!

One week ago I deposited $100 on to PokerStars. Just seven days later I now have over $6,000 in there. All from cash games, I have played about $500 worth of tournaments but haven't cashed once.

That is a great week of poker for me. I'm very pleased with myself, I have now reached the half way point of my bankroll building goal. If things keep going like this I'll have more like £20,000 by January!

Saturday, 24 July 2010

A Mixed Bag...

This week has been a bit of a mixed bag for me. In terms of my normal life, I'm sick to death of my job. We're understaffed and overworked, I'm effectively running a 300 client helpdesk by myself most of the time, this includes answering all the phone calls, dealing with all email requests, etc. on top of all my other work I have to do. I just don't have the time, I hope they're planning to employ some new engineers because if not I can see myself quitting very quickly.

On more of a poker level, everything is going well. I haven't had time to play as often as I would like at The Vic. Mainly because I'm so tired during the week and at weekends I tend to meet up with friends. I'm going to try and make a bit more time, because I think it's important to play on a regular basis. The bankroll building is going well, I have over $4,500 online. This is in addition to the £1,000 I have in my poker account. So I've got about £4,000 built up so far, with my goal of at least £10,000 by January looking more and more achievable.

But then the positives once again, get trumped by a negative and for me this is a huge one.

When I first decided that I'd like to play poker for a living, I knew I had the discipline, I knew I had the dedication. What I didn't know is if I had would have the backing of my friends and family. I decided at the time that I would make a list of pros and cons of playing for a living, just to make sure I was certain of my choice. One of the big cons was the stigma the job holds with my friends, previously they all thought I was extremely addicted, and I was, but I've matured and changed since then.

Once I'd made my decision I decided to start writing this blog to record my thoughts, as a well to vocalise everything and to keep my mind clear. I didn't want my friends to read it because I knew they would give me a hard time about it all. Unfortunately, one of my friends discovered this blog (Hi, Joseph, if you're reading!), I spoke to him and asked him not to tell anyone and explained my reasons. Obviously he didn't listen because last night when I met up with my friends, they were all aware of it and if they weren't he was sure to mention it to them. It pissed me off, but things got a bit worse when they once again started questioning whether or not I was addicted and telling me that I was stupid for playing this game of chance.

What my friends don't see when I play a session online is after the three or four hours of playing and grinding is the additional three or four hours that I spend sitting at my computer running over all my key hands and analysing my hands. What my friends don't see is the discipline that when I lose a major pot in a casino that has put me on tilt that I get up, cash out and go straight home. What my friends don't see is the discipline and dedication I put in to try and improve my game every day to ensure that I win as consistently as I possibly can.

I understand that to them it is just gambling and to them it is just a game of chance. But to me poker is so much more.

Poker is not a game of chance, there is chance involved but there's chance involved in backgammon. There's still an overwhelming amount of skill involved as well. There is a reason that most of the top backgammon and chess players in the world move into poker, because the skillsets are comparable and the money is fantastic.

I also understand that they care for me and don't want to see me get addicted. However, if I have the approval of my girlfriend who cares for me and loves me more than any of they do. She has also seen me through the best and worst moment of my poker career, yet she believes that I have overcome my problems and I can move forward. I have the approval of my parents, who I sat down and discussed my plans with, they have also been there when I lost the last of my money and needed to borrow some of them to eat for the month, yet they can see I've grown up and matured and I approach the game completely differently now.

To me, everything that happened in the past was a learning experience. Why can't my friends see that?

I don't like having to defend myself from them, I tend to try to ignore it but it does get to me. Joseph referenced the fact that I played before I went to work one day. This isn't a regular occurence, there was a fire in the forest when I was walking the dog (a tree was alight) so I called the fire brigade. They asked if they would be able to see the smoke from the street, I said no, so they asked me to wait by the phone in case they needed to call me. That means I was all ready to go to work, but I couldn't actually leave. I had an hour with nothing to do, so I decided to play a little online session of poker.

I made $500 or so that morning and tweeted about it, basically just saying I made a nice amount of money before I'd even got to work and I was pleased. Wouldn't everyone be pleased if they made a week's salary before they've had breakfast? I don't see what's so wrong with that. My friends obviously do.

It's annoying, but when I made my list of pros and cons, I knew this would be a problem so I'll just have to deal with it.

On a lighter note, I met up with my friend Eshu on Thursday who took me to a little pub game in Angel. It was a £10 rebuy with a terrible standard of play and about 30 to 40 runners. I had a bit of fun there, donated around £40 to the prize pool (two rebuys and an add-on). The structure is fast, so I played quite aggressively to try and amass chips during the rebuy period, getting it in with any draws I could aiming to hit and build up a stack. By the end of the rebuy period I was on around 20K and up with the chip leaders, it didn't last long as I ended up running AK soooooted into Aces, as well as AQ soooooted into AK off-sweet.

Afterwards, I got involved in the 25p/25p cash game, with a live straddle around to the button. Again the standard was terribled and I managed to cash out £75 from there which was a nice result. It was good fun and a friendly atmosphere, a far cry from the places I normally play. I think I will go there on a regular basis. The people seem nice, and there is a lot of value in the cash game. It's just a shame it's on a school night because on Friday morning I was knackered.

Other Random Musings
Floyd Mayweather Jr vs Manny Pacquiao doesn't look like it's happening. "Money" Mayweather is playing stupid games, claiming no negotiations have taken place. I've always said he was a punk, an uber-talented punk, but a punk nonetheless. I think this confirms it, he's pussying out on a $40 million payday because he knows he can't hang with someone with the speed, power and talent of the dynamic Pinoy idol. The only word that I think describes this situation is DISAPPOINTING.

My younger brother put me on to a good website run by his friend. The guy is professional gambler and bets on the horses for a living, he posts up tips on a daily basis and seems to have a pretty good success with them. I personally don't gamble much, but will have the odd flutter on this. My friend, Ste, went to Newmarket yesterday for his girlfriend's birthday, I gave him a tip on Lujeanie each way in the 7:40, he put a fiver one and apparently got an £80 return. Not too shabby.

I think I'm gonna try and get tickets to the live WWE show at the O2 Arena in November. It'll be part of a birthday gift to my girlfriend for her 24th. Let's hope Rey Mysterio will be performing, because she loves him and his high-flying lucha-libre style.

I need to lose weight.

The IMAX is the hardest cinema to get tickets too! I need to make more of an effort to book in advance when I want to see a big film there. I was desperate to watch Inception there, but it's booked out until the end of August. I think I'll have to go see it at VUE Islington or something. I'll be sure to book Tron well in advance, that is going to be absolutely epic.


Monday, 19 July 2010

London Poker Championships...

This weekend I decided to play in the London Poker Championships held at the Grosvenor London Victoria Casino on Edgware Road. The event was a £300 + £30 buy-in two day No Limit Hold'em event. Because it was outside of my bankroll, I decided to sell some of my action. I sold 50% to various friends in 10% chunks of £33, this allowed me to buy into the event for just £165 but I would obviously be sacraficing far more if I managed to take the event down.

If I'm completely honest, I think having my non-poker friends invest in me affected me slightly. With poker mates they know what they are getting in to, these guys don't. I mean they do to a certain degree, but they don't have such a knowledge of the game that I do. As a result, I felt pre-tournament nerves that I don't normally feel. Nothing major, just a little apprehensive. I knew they would go as soon as I sat at the table.

After buying in for the afternoon start (it was split into two flights) we got under at 2pm. With 10,000 starting stack, a 40 minute clock and the blinds starting at 25/50 I knew there was absolutely no rush to get involved in big pots.

Things started slowly for me, but there was one or two players getting involved in 5K pots within the first few hands. It was good to sit back and watch them, and I learnt a lot about those three players. It wasn't long before one of them busted out, I had identified him as a weak player but fortunately there was still one more weak player at the table.

I saw him involved in a pot where in position in a three-bet pot he called down with AT on a T-3-4-7-8 board after it being fired three times from the preflop raiser and called by the player in the middle all three times. The three bettor had QQ to win the pot, but it was an interesting hand. Identifying the calling station allowed me to pick up a nice 5K pot from him shortly after.

Key Hand #1
Pocket Jacks vs Calling Station


With the blinds at 75/150 I am sitting with a stack of 11.5K where I have picked up the odd pot here and there. I haven't actually shown down any hands yet. There has been one limper in mid position, it's Mr Calling-Station. I raise it up to 725, the button and the blinds get out of the way, but as expected, Mr C-Station calls.

My Hand:

The two of us see the flop.

The Flop:


Mr C-Station checks to me, I bet out 1,250 into the 1,675 pot and he calls me. Now I'm not too sure what he could be calling me with, but judging from how passively he played the previous hand there is definitely a King in his range. Depending on the turn, I think I'm going to slow down a little.

The Turn:

My opponent checks to me again, deciding to exercise a bit of pot control and not to get into a tricky situation I check back.

The River:

Once again, my opponent checks to me. As far as I'm concerned three checks on the bounce is all the information I need to know that I should bet this and bet a decent amount. There is currently 4,175 in the pot, so I decide to bet out 3,175.

He dwells for a moment and calls, I show my hand and it's good enough to take down the pot. My opponent mucks and I don't get to see his hand. I find it disrespectful to ask to see an opponents hand when they muck so I didn't exercise that right. Either way, I'm glad I won the pot.

After that hand, I went through a dry spell, not quite connecting with the flop, not getting cards, unable to find any good spots in order make a move. Then the following hand happened.

Key Hand #2
The Bullets on a King High Flop


We were approaching the end of the 100/200/25 level, my stack had slipped down to about 12K when I found myself on the button with an absolute monster. With the antes now in play (they come in early in this structure) I have decided to start getting more aggressive and have already three-bet about four hands previously and got a fold. Importantly, the three-bet was also to the same opponent. The first time he raised with AJ, I three-bet with AK, he folded (and showed), I mucked.

My Hand:

The big stack at the table (just doubled up with a dubious turn call to river a flush) has been getting more active. It's folded to him and he raises it up to 800 from mid position. He had been varying his raises between 600 and 1100, I hadn't seen any hands to pick up any reads on what the sizes meant. It's folded to me and I find the bullets, I elect to raise. I make it 1,850 and everyone gets out of our way, this time my opponent makes the call.

The Flop:

The all black flop made me a bit uncomfortable because I didn't want to have to face some crazy check-raise and can't decide if my opponent was on a draw or not. However, having the Ace of spades eases that a bit. My opponent checks to me, and I decide to keep up the story. With 4,225 in the pot, I decide to bet out 2,800.

The villain quickly makes the call.

The Turn:

There is now 9,825 in the pot, I have roughly 7.3K left of my stack. My opponent eyes me up before asking how much I have behind, I move my hand from my stack so he can see for himself but I don't speak. He then annouces that he'll put me all-in.

I dwelled. And I dwelled. And I dwelled some more. I studied my opponent as he counted out the chips required to put me all-in. He seemed confident, I tried to decide what hands he could have in his range. Given that he folded AJ to me, I can assume that whatever he's called me with is at least a somewhat reasonable holding.

I think I can eliminate KK, QQ from his range. JJ, 55, 77 are all very possible, as is AK. I don't think he makes this move with TT, 99 or 88. If he folds hands like AJ, then I think he most likely folds hands like KQ, KJ. Overall, I just couldn't see how I could be ahead added to the fact I felt I was one of the better players at the table I begrudgingly folded.

I decided to show my fold to try and induce my opponent to show his cards. It worked.

My Opponent's Hand:

I made the right fold and I had lost the minimum in the hand.

Key Hand #3: My Final Hand
Straight Flush Draw Against a New Opponent


By now my stack and been diminished to just 6K and the blinds were now at 150/300/25. The ante was eating away at my stack, slowly but surely. Two big stacks had joined my table and they were active, plus two smaller stacks (10BB range) kept pushing all-in and I just couldn't find any spots to three-bet late position raisers or generally get involved to try and gain chips.

I decided it was time to take some risks, and try to see some flops so that I can either hit something or try to outplay my opponents. With several limpers in the pot, and I was on the button, I decided this was a good time to try and see a cheap pot.

My Hand:

Two limpers already and on the button I put 300 in so I can get involved in the fun as well, the small blind completes and the big blind checks.

The Flop:

This is what is popularly known as a Dream Flop.

My up and down straight flush draw was huge for me, and I had every intention of getting in as many chips on the flop as I possible could. The small blind checks, the big blind leads out with a bet of 1,500 into a 1,750 pot. The two mid position limpers quickly get out of the way and the action is on me, with 3,250 in the pot and I just have a 6,000 stack, there was more than enough in there for me.

I moved all-in!

The small blind folded like a cheap hooker who got punched in the stomach. The big blind however didn't. He dwelled for a moment and before declaring that he thought I was making a move, I thought he must have a weak Jack and isn't sure whether to get involved. How wrong I was! After about two minutes the big blind makes the call.

My Opponent's Hand:

I couldn't believe it! That was perfect, I'm not sure what he put me on but whatever happens I'm glad he came to the decision. With any 2, 5, 6, 7 or club as outs I had 23 cards to give me the winning hand, close to half the deck. Twice!

The Turn:

Not great, but still I have 2, 7 or clubs!

The River:

Fuck. My. Life.

I ran the numbers on the hand, and I was a 68.89% favourite when all the money went in. My 23 outs to hit on the turn or the river made me a decent favourite, unfortunately, my hand wasn't made and I did still need to hit. This time I didn't and I went home as a result.

I didn't feel overly disappointed, I felt I played well the whole tournament, albeit briefly. Even the hand that eliminated my I couldn't feel too bad about because I didn't do a single thing wrong, I got the money in when I had close to half the deck to hit and my opponent made a hero call with a marginal hand that held.

As long as I get into spots like this everytime I'm in a tournament it won't be long before I get a big score and that's good enough for me!!

Wednesday, 14 July 2010

Disappointing Day...

When I arrived home after a long and very stressful day of work I felt like playing some poker. So I loaded up PokerStars and registered for a few low stake tourneys. I entered the $20 Big Ante, $20 Cubed, Daily $40K GTD and a few more microstake tournaments.

Straight away I couldn't find my concentration. I was misplaying hands, misreading players and generally just dicking off my money. Within an hour I was out of all five tournaments I registered for. Tonight I had a disappointing performance playing poker and it's my own fault. It wasn't a huge amount of money lost but that isn't the point.

If I want to play I need to put 100% of my concentration into playing and make sure that I play to the best of my ability. Today I simply didn't do that and I am very disappointed in myself. If I want to do this for a living then I need to make sure my focus is there every time I sit down at the table, live or online.

Otherwise I shouldn't even consider playing as my main income. This is an old lesson, let's hope I won't have to relearn it. Again.

Monday, 12 July 2010

Tournament Report: Sunday Warm-up Part I...

On Sunday I decided to play the PokerStars Sunday Warm-up. I had intended to play the Sunday Millions, but being the optimistic kinda lad I am I thought I didn't wanna stay up until 7.30am (the normal finishing time for the final table) to play. That's right, I just assumed I'd reach the final table. No one can ever accuse me of lacking confidence. So instead, I just decided to play the Warm-up which starts at the more respectable time of 18:00.

After about five and a half hours of play, I ended up busting out in 119th for $975. Not a terrible cash for my $215 outlay, but I certainly felt disappointed. Below are a few key hands from the tournament along with some brief analysis of the play.

Key Hand #1
Bluffing with Straight Flushing Board


Blinds: 75/150
Position: Hijack
My Stack: 10,654

My Hand:

The Preflop Action:
UTG raises it to 400, it's folded to me, I call the raise looking to flop a set. Everyone else folds. So we are heads up to the flop.

The Flop:

The Flop Action:
My opponent leads out for 565. With the texture of this flop I obviously don't think I have the winning hand, I expect I'm probs beat from the preflop raise but I'm only calling to hit my set. However, this board is unlikely to have hit my opponent either since he is a UTG raiser I can generally credit him with a stronger than normal holding, I heavily weight his range to medium to high pairs and two high cards (AK, AQ, etc). With that in mind, I decide this wet flop is not very nice and to try to rep the flush. What would I do if I had Ace-Rag of Spades? I would call, so that's what I do. I smooth call his bet.

The Turn:

The Turn Action:
My opponent leads out for 995. The turn is potentially an action killing card, if he did have those medium pairs, and they hit the flop then he has now housed up. At the same time though, if he did have Aces, Kings, even bottom two and lower straights, he can't really stand up to too much heat. I decide to stick to my story. If I had a flush here, what would I do? I would raise to protect my hand and to get some more money into the pot. This would be a great time to raise (if I did actually have the nut flush) because he has already fired two bullets on this wet flop so must have something to proceed with, let's see what that something is. I raise to 2,250. My opponent calls. Barring a Trey, I should be done with this hand.

The River:

The River Action:
The villain checks to me. I should check back and just get the hand over with, I've made my move. It hasn't worked that should be the end of it. Solid advice, I wish someone told me that last night. I bet 2,966 into the 6,655 pot, my opponent check-raises me all-in (7,310) and I, obviously, fold.

Overall I'm happy with the way the hand played out, with the exception of the river. I think the final bet was needless and was too large a portion of my stack to really be worthwhile. The blinds were due to increase soon and this pot left me with just 20BB. Not the best position in the world. I think I got too greedy too early and tried to amass chips too quickly.

Key Hand #2
Double up with Pocket Eights


Blinds: 200/400
Position: UTG+1
My Stack: 5,473

My Hand:

The Preflop Action:
With just 13BB, no position and a reasonable hand, I decided rather than getting tricky I would just open shove and try to win the blinds. So I moved all-in. I received one call from the button.

The Flop:

The Turn:   and The River:

My Opponent Mucks:

Key Hand #3
Stacking Opponent Holding Jacks


Blinds: 400/800/50
Position: Cutoff
My Stack: 31,985

My Hand:

The Preflop Action:
Okay, so since my 88 double up I've built my stack up including another double up holding KK and getting it against AK. When this strange hand happened, UTG had raised from this position in the last three rounds which was quite suspicious, this was no different as he raised to 2,400. This time I woke up with a hand and decided to put him to the test. I three-bet him to 7,171 with my fish hooks. He calls.

The Flop:

The Flop Action:
I'm quite happy with this flop, I don't ever expect my opponent to have the straight and so I only fear the set. Once he checks to me, the set is even beginning to leave my mind as last time he had a set he bet a small amount (about 1/5 of the pot) and continued to do so on all three streets. So I bet 7,899 into a 15,992 pot. My opponent calls.

The Turn:

The Turn Action:
My opponent checks to me again, now with four cards to the straight on the board, I don't think he is ever checking a set twice. It's too risky. Furthermore, based on the way I have previously seen him play his hands I am all but ruling out being beat here and act accordingly. He only has 10,306 left and the pot is over 30,000 so I set him all-in. Now I distinctly remember he snap-called me, and I got very scared that maybe I'd misread him. I hadn't.

The River:

My Opponent Shows:

And I receive a healthy boost to my stack. Okay, I'm gonna have a break there, I'll write up the rest of the key hands tomorrow. That'll include a two bullet bluff that fails, getting it in behind while short stacked three times and binking my dream card as well as my final hand, which was AQ vs AT blind on blind (and this time I was on the right end of the preflop statistics).

Until next time, cheerio.